with your pictures hanging on the wall' -

with your pictures hanging on the wall' -

so fucking fucked up -.)

somedy wants you -
somedy needs you °
#somebody dreams about you
every single night &
somebody hopes that one day you'll see ,
that somebody's me .

i just can't stop; no more.
wondering about when; 'cause it's gone too far away but i still wish&know it's coming back.
'cause i know you'll help it; i know you've got it all planned; but i still need more proves, to make me believe,more-more-more
yes; i always need more; and aways will; till the end-which is coming soon
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# Posted on Friday, 18 July 2008 at 8:42 AM
Edited on Friday, 18 July 2008 at 8:59 AM

and even if i told you, you wouldn't understand ,, that's why i won't say it

and even if i told you, you wouldn't understand ,, that's why i won't say it
i wont tell you what it is because you wont understand anyway. and you wont guess what it is :) i could, i could tell you everything.. but why? you could say you understood..maybe you'd think you understood,but no. i'm sooooo sure you wouldnt. so thats the reason im not going to tell you what is exactly wrong. hey,the title is actually because i often feeel like i hate everybody because everybody has a so fuckin more easy life!! and why?? i deserve it so much more than you. you dont have any fucking idea about all i've suffered,all i still suffer,and all im going to have to suffer. you just cant know. of course, i could change my living 'technique' but it would be so strange..and im used to suffer so... its not like i still want to suffer,but i think i dont care. well,actually i do care. i even care a lot. so..tell me ( i know you're going to tell me because you dont know,or if you do,it wnt be the right answer but well..)why do i fucking still suffer,acting like nothings wrong?? WHY?????

FUCK


it sucks :) it really does and im so fucking tired about it. i've tried so many things but nothing's got sense so i dont fucking now,why should i continue thinking about it 100% times?? i guess its because i hate it :) you know,it really is horrible.. its just 99% of my head is thinking 100% of the time about it so.. dont tell me not to stress. its just impossible,and dont say imposible's nothig because thats not true at all. DAMN IT!! why does it fucking have to be me?? like i haven't done anything ( apart from suffering of course) and there are soo many more people who deserve it! i dont. i've been tryin so many things since so long but for the moment it looks like nothings changed !! what the FUUUCK?????????





[there's too much shit in my head]

and i don't give a fuck about what you think .

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# Posted on Friday, 09 May 2008 at 3:23 PM
Edited on Monday, 16 June 2008 at 12:26 PM

ScraSh__

ScraSh__
w3ℓc0me b4Bє '

i won't tell you who i am. 'cause even i don't know who i am. so you can keep on dreaming :)
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# Posted on Wednesday, 23 April 2008 at 2:29 PM
Edited on Friday, 18 July 2008 at 9:01 AM